Tat1onu

Everyone that knows me knows I'm not a religious person. But God has smiled on me today. My world just got rocked in the most awesome way possible.. My family will be complete. No more will I have to put on a smile at Christmas, no longer will Father's Day be a sham.. For the love of all that is holy, I thank you lord for this gift.. Love you Samm

It's a Tuesday morning at 4:30 and I can't sleep. Too many thoughts crammed in my head screaming for attention. They run the gamut from the probable to the impossible.  I play out whole scenes in my head about how things might go. The better scenarios play out and leave a warm glow that surrounds.. They fill the void and complete the puzzle.   The negative plays in my head are the ones that vary more.. The ones with more twists.. The hows, the whys, the "then you shouldas" all direct the train of thought. To try to think of only the positive is impossible without contemplating the negative.   The questions start with how will, how will yo

Samantha, I'm not sure how to begin this but here goes. 13 years ago I made the biggest mistake of my life, I gave up my parental rights to my daughter. It wasn't an easy thing to do and it wasn't because I wanted to.  There were reasons that to this day I'm not sure were the right ones. I wish things were different but I'm full of hope that they can be better.  I've waited this long to contact you for reasons I'll explain later.. Hopefully I will get the chance.There are some things I'd like you to know, you have a a whole family here that loves you and misses you incredibly. You have a sister and brother that are hoping to meet you,